Self-Portrait
By Kara Bibb
When people ask what became of me
answer quickly
Alcoholism and Anorexia
When they say, but she was so pretty
roll your eyes
Smoke and Mirrors
When they think, why so harsh
say real self assuredly
Obviously you never met Kara Bibb
then
start in on some wild tangent about what’s really wrong with the world. curse the breakdown of democracy and bad drivers and rapists and ex-lovers and haters and everyone that steals every piece of everything that is good and natural and beautiful and true in the world. make excessively theatrical arm gestures and stand up out of your chair and with a clenched fist and your head raised to the sky say over and over and over again
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this
and then
in mid sentence
look far and away
as if you just lost your train of thought
and then pick right back up where you left off
to me
When the people look at you and ask
what does this have to do with Kara Bibb
you’ll just be like
Exactly
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